my heart was numb had no feelings.
but its all fine now......
the flat in berlin is gone and i m relieved.
FUCK YOU MAXIMILIANSTR! FUCK YOU BERLIN!
It cost me shitloads of money, braincells & nerves.
The chapter berlin is about to be closed - i m so happy about it. In fact, i couldnt be happier.
I was in scotland this weekend to meet my perfect boyfriend's Family, such nice poeple. no weird ocds, no weirdness at all, just a normal family. I was even allowed to cuddle the cushions ( you dont believe how weird some people can be when it comes to ocds - I hate ocds as much as berlin) We slept in Bunkbeds, drunk loads of vodka and guinness and danced to crappy techno music. it was fun! Hawick is like Waldniel, just cuter and with more pubs. i felt home, even tho i was in a complete different country.
9 hours megabus was horrible, my arse was even numbs with no feelings ( yes i m listening to take that - theres nothing wrong with that) but at least it was cheap. 7 pounds return.
Only thing i have to do now is close down my german joint bank account, which is gonna be tought as my arsehole ex is still an arsehole ex. But i managed so much now, why not that as well.
I feel really sorry for his new girlfriend. I hope she knwos what she's getting into. 2 and a half years were 2 years & 3 months too long. to be honest the nicest time i had wit my ex was when he still lived in glasgow and i lived home - when rosetinted shades were hiding the truth.
Abusive men should get forced to run around with a massive warning sign. or a tattoo on their forehead
" dont date me i m the biggest cunt you could find" How much easier would that make things for women? Or a secret codeword for that sentence... like motoroil or hmmmmm or perfume. "that man is really into motoroil & perfume" should be a massive warning sign.
I live exactly for 4 months in london now and i m having the time of my life. I fullfilled my dream of moving abroad, do whatever i wanna do, found the perfect boyfriend, found friends and have a warm place to sleep. What more do i need?!